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it's the 31st of december, 1:42am. so the year just went past like that. too caught up in my own business i forgot about others. too caught up with the things happening to me i forgot time passes so quickly. too caught up with searching for things to fill voids up i forgot what those voids are already. too caught up with healing the broken hearts i forgot mine was fragile too.

but god is good. he taught me so many valuable lessons this year, showed me some really golden friends who stayed by my side, blessed me with a loving blood and spiritual family, gave me bad times so i realise the good ones and most importantly, a blessed and happy life. i have never been more thankful.

so what if there are bad times? does this mean i give up on my entire life and wallow in self pity? bad and good times happen all the time. pick myself up, learn and move on. find myself. find my living and breathing soul. life has its good and bad, so why be stuck in that moment and thinking of all the bad things. life is meaningful, it always is.

thank you god for this wonderful and amazing year. it has truly been a blast though things took a change towards the end of the year. i hope 2012 will be equally amazing. bless me with a full-time job, one that would accommodate church and family and friends time. may everyone's 2012 be an exceptional and special one. let all the magic begin in everyone's lives have a wonderful 2012 guys! enjoy the very last bit of 2011, drop all the memories and move on to a brand new year and life X